is to love and be loved.
Thursday, April 17, 2008 ( 9:45 PM )
Something is seriously wrong with me.
on tuesday, i forgot the drawing block.
on wednesday, i forgot the extension wire.
on thursday, today, i forgot the strawberries - for a strawberry drink.
Oh my god, I think I might be losing my brain, and I need memory pills.
Luckily I managed to get the strawberries back. I'm so pissed at myself, I... don't know what to say already.
And the mother has been scolding me non-stop, our relationship hasn't been good at all recently, and last night she said the most cutting words a mother could ever say to her daughter, and i feel as though i've pretty much lost everything i could lose in life.
TEP's started, and the first 3 days were very difficult gathering that I don't know how to wake up on time, but I've surprised myself that I've not been late at all. Yay. And its also difficult because I don't quite like the idea of a 9-5 job. Or in our case, an 8-6 job, so to speak.
But they always say the first 3 days of any change or turning point is the most difficult (when it's a big change or turning point, of course, like quitting a habit or smoking or something), and the 4th day has proven to be much smoother. And we've got our print groups and briefing, and I'm pretty excited about this print stopover cos I can't say that I'm much of a production person. Heh.
Toodles.