i do like print, i really do. i like waking up each morning to... a room with people playing games, watching youtube, painting, making fun of each other, eating in secret, and food-sharing. And, of course, we do work.



The very elusive, work. =D



We camwhored on the second day of print, probably our most productive day, where we decided everything, from articles to layout to theme to pictures. And our room was a big mess as we brought anything and everything that we could find that was colourful.






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For the first time in a long time, months, perhaps? I went back to read her blog. yes, her blog. yes, your blog.
I'm not afraid to say I haven't read it; after all it was this amazing thing called the internet that led me to your blog, through indirect and accidental means, nonetheless.
Putting it in the past has been a quick but tedious process, and it's well in the past now, i can safely and happily say.
But I do wonder what it'd be like if i met you in school, and if i have already, unbeknownst to me, met you already. Or that day, oh so suspicious.
And i think i lost a friend cos of this, cos of you and your drama shit.

If we saw each other in school, and if we recognized each other, and if we both stopped to greet each other,
would i smack you on the head?
would i smile and walk away?
would i be a snob and roll my eyes at you (and walk away?)
would i sit and talk to you? (highly unlikely.)
would i stare at you, soak in your features, and then.. raise my eyebrows?
would i kick you hard in the knees?
or would i go, "ooo"?

I don't know.

You probably wouldn't say hi to me, even though I told you to.
HA. :)


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2 years was on the 15th! and i have zero photos to show for it! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
hahahaha. cos we were both zonked out already, somemore eat until so damn full huh, want to fall asleep right there on the river. hehe.
but i love you, martin.
and i have so much fun with you, i can die!
each second is pure bliss. :)

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okay, replies. (:

amanda, sry! didn't blog. teehee. yup, print is looking good. but not much emphasis on layout and photography, sadly. more on the article content and writing.
matthew, so not looking forward to standing in hot sun for production!
cindy, i like tep alot! (print! so far lah. hehe.)
muzhen, hey! thanks. hope topshop's good! (: i'll drop by soon!
alicia, haven't seen you in ages. hope you're fine dear.
janice, hey! you take care too! must bully martin more ok! ^^
sara, yup, the first week was better as the week progressed.. campus cooking yo!
iffah, haha yeah! ok the name i gave is cheesy, but special. wahah. nanakoi?? weird. haha.


That stranger in your house, in your car, in your room, or sitting right next to you while you try to bore holes through your teacher's head.

The person you always knew, and saw, and (barely) spoke to, but when you sit down and try to think, know nothing about.

Did you ever try to talk? Perhaps he/she didn't like talking, or sympathy, or empathy.
That person in your house, who sits across and spoons potatoes for you, or you for him/her. Did you try to smile at this person? Say hello, how was your day?

Did you feel bad when these people made you feel like they didn't want you near, despite your efforts?

So who's that stranger to you?

So who are you, to that stranger?

Probably still, no one they bother with, just someone floating, caressing the wind.



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i was at club crawl that day, loveloved fb's performance.
i wish i could dance half as well. maybe i should start practising in the loo. hurhur.
was looking around, looking at the crowd, saw alot of people i knew, and i realised i know quite alot of people in nyp, contrary to my own belief. =/ saw people i thought i knew as well, bugged me quite alot.

First week out of 21 weeks of TEP is over,
and i actually kinda enjoyed it,
and i thought our 1st episode of Campus Cooking turned out quite well leh! (:
And i want to download premiere, but my laptop doesn't have anymore space for it :(

i like editing, as cruel and torturesome a process it may seem. x)
HEE.

Print is coming up tomorrow, after AVID training i guess.
Am really looking forward to it. YAY!


Something is seriously wrong with me.
on tuesday, i forgot the drawing block.
on wednesday, i forgot the extension wire.
on thursday, today, i forgot the strawberries - for a strawberry drink.
Oh my god, I think I might be losing my brain, and I need memory pills.
Luckily I managed to get the strawberries back. I'm so pissed at myself, I... don't know what to say already.

And the mother has been scolding me non-stop, our relationship hasn't been good at all recently, and last night she said the most cutting words a mother could ever say to her daughter, and i feel as though i've pretty much lost everything i could lose in life.

TEP's started, and the first 3 days were very difficult gathering that I don't know how to wake up on time, but I've surprised myself that I've not been late at all. Yay. And its also difficult because I don't quite like the idea of a 9-5 job. Or in our case, an 8-6 job, so to speak.

But they always say the first 3 days of any change or turning point is the most difficult (when it's a big change or turning point, of course, like quitting a habit or smoking or something), and the 4th day has proven to be much smoother. And we've got our print groups and briefing, and I'm pretty excited about this print stopover cos I can't say that I'm much of a production person. Heh.


Toodles.

And I dyed my hair again, hopefully it can be seen in the pictures from the BBQ up next, when I get the damn photos. HEE.