is to love and be loved.
Thursday, March 06, 2008 ( 12:44 AM )
B.i.t.c.h. spells BITCH!
I'm a possessive freak, yes I am, and if I scream when people lay a finger on my stack of A4 paper, much less you.
You talk about how much pain you've been through.
WELL, SUCK IT UP.
life, reality, is as it is.
try throwing 2 years of your life into garbage and see if the pain might be different.
(p.s. answer is yes.)
maybe i speak too soon, maybe i flared, flamed for no reason.
this is my problem, i keep going back, going back, analyzing, over analyzing, having more coffee.
look at the yellow pages and feel like looking at anger management classes, then flip to the wedding planning section, and then feel like smashing the yellow pages into an imaginary venial wall, and then smile, and then go back, go back, and analyze, and...
BUT THIS IS WHAT YOU FUCKING GET FOR STEPPING ON MY FUCKING TERRITORY.
You don't play with feelings, especially mine, and people I care about, and get away with it.
:)