is to love and be loved.
Friday, March 28, 2008 ( 7:03 PM )
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Oo, I'm in the right course then?
:D Wedding planning yoz.
Busy week, working and going out. Can't remember when was the last day I stayed home for the whole day and rotted. LOL.
(:
Will post up pictures from tmr's bbq, and other pics from last week in the next post! HEE.
and i am sad, cos each time i have pepper lunch, i have a sore throat. boo. x(
Friday, March 21, 2008 ( 9:08 PM )
Carol's 19th Birthday Celebration!
just a fraction of the mountain of food (mostly raw fish and salmon) we consumed. the traumatised look on the waiter's face was so.. amusing. (:and below, my beloved jewel, carol, and grace, and siok hoon. <3
I will a) dye my hair soon, and b) straighten my hair for half an hour before i leave the house from now on.
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5 o' clock and a fire escape symphony, Spilling out across the road and the square, And the sky's the same as your own, do you think of me?
Do the parks, and trees, and the leaves, reach you, there? After the rain, in the lonely hours he haunts me, calling out, Again and again.
Sophia, Sophia, I'm burning, I'm burning. It's a fire, it's a fire, I cannot put out, Sophia, Sophia, I'm learning that some things, I can't go without and one of of them is him
Sunday, March 16, 2008 ( 2:53 PM )
Bleah, why do offices close on Saturday and Sunday.
If they didn't close, someone could have replied my emails by now! :(
Weddings Matter isn't hiring.
And the lady from Heaven's Gift is on leave, hoho.
Hope the other wedding planning companies get back to me soon!
I need a job, and hopefully its in one of them! :)
I walked out of the other admin job, haha. Because a) i didn't like the environment, and b) i was stuck outside the office for more than an office, subsequently after which I walked out and went home and bought an icy mocha soya from Mr Bean on the way back.
Ha, ha.
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Sometimes people judge, very unfairly.
Don't you think so?
And they make weird conclusions and post it everywhere, all on their own! And then they start to play the blame game. Maybe I did, too, with what I'm saying now.
It's fantastic. So fantastic, in fact, that I think there should be a science to all this hate.
If it was meant for me, it'll happen. And I have a right to have words come out of my mouth, even if they don't sound good to everyone or anyone. Especially when these words are deserving to a certain shady character.
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Went to his friend Perline's 21st birthday bbq last night, had muchos fun. i discovered a love for gnawing on corn cobs! hahahhaa.
And why is it when ur sitting at the beach and staring out at the opposing island, there's always that huge tower with flames? is it an incinerator? =/ lol.. And as much as I love the beach, its always scary at night, when the water becomes a murky, oily black.
And I kept imagining that a cloverfield monster would suddenly emerge and stomp me flat. HAHA.
Friday, March 14, 2008 ( 6:13 PM )
I spent the afternoon e-mailing wedding planning companies in Singapore, and I hope someone replies.
(:
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 ( 1:48 PM )
Call me lazy but I really don't feel like working this holidays.
I'm still exhausted from the past semester. And like Jac says, we should all be conserving our energies for the horrors of TEP. =/
But I'm bloody hell forcing myself to work, despite an evident and sore lack of motivation.
And even so I'm only working a few days a week. :(
Can't really find a job that I can throw myself into (and enjoy working) all days of the week.
Anyone got a full-time (as in, five days a week part-time job) job that is senang?
Please tell me.
Oh, the reason for my forced labour is 'cos I need to get a new phone.
Which, as I'm sure all of you know, I've been attempting to get since 12102380283091 years ago after my 6111 got stolen. Heh.
I wonder if N95 is any good! :)
Heehee. I loveeeee Nokia, but all its recent models are ugly eh! or if they're nice, they don't have the specifications i want eh. *whines* :) i don't want samsung or ericsson, just don't like their interface. lol.
Have been down with fever for past couple days.
Thanks for the chicken! :)
And when the bf comes over for dinner there's always alot of food man. *rubs hands in glee*
he was trying to confuse me with his footprints. -__-" if you notice, the prints go round and round and round. this was a few weeks ago, at a very sunny east coast.
isn't it the hot season now, btw? how come its raining like no tomorrow? =/
"Where's my platter?!"
DAMN. i realise my chin is at a weird angle. =x is it always like this?!
and, looking at this picture (unceremoniously koped from his friendster).. mushy as it sounds, he looks kinda.. husbandly. =x as if he's bbqing chicken wings for his kids.
oh no. :)
Thursday, March 06, 2008 ( 12:44 AM )
B.i.t.c.h. spells BITCH!
I'm a possessive freak, yes I am, and if I scream when people lay a finger on my stack of A4 paper, much less you.
You talk about how much pain you've been through.
WELL, SUCK IT UP.
life, reality, is as it is.
try throwing 2 years of your life into garbage and see if the pain might be different.
(p.s. answer is yes.)
maybe i speak too soon, maybe i flared, flamed for no reason.
this is my problem, i keep going back, going back, analyzing, over analyzing, having more coffee.
look at the yellow pages and feel like looking at anger management classes, then flip to the wedding planning section, and then feel like smashing the yellow pages into an imaginary venial wall, and then smile, and then go back, go back, and analyze, and...
BUT THIS IS WHAT YOU FUCKING GET FOR STEPPING ON MY FUCKING TERRITORY.
You don't play with feelings, especially mine, and people I care about, and get away with it.
:)
Wednesday, March 05, 2008 ( 7:31 PM )
How does someone accept betrayal?
With a dash of hope (that things will be okay), a pinch of reminiscence and a longing for things to be back to normal, and a potful of clarity and observation (so that past mistakes will not be repeated, and things might hopefully be better with improvements in behaviour and attitudes).
And there are a lot of other components that's pushed into the wicked witch's brew of accepting betrayal.
It's definitely not easy, but if you add a little heart and love to the mix, things might just smooth along quite amazingly.
Which is what, I suppose, we're all hoping for.
Except for, maybe, an unprecedented few.
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AND I CANNOT WAIT FOR 4H'S REUNION BBQ ON THE 29!
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Tuesday, March 04, 2008 ( 9:45 PM )
YUMYUMDOUBLEYUM.
*squeams with delight*
And HONESTLY! Shane McMahon (extreme left of picture) has aged. Look at his white hair. I actually thought it was his father in the picture, when I clicked on the small thumbnail. Guess he took over the business from his dad, anyway. He's wearing those dark grey pinstripe suits that his father used to wear, almost in a signature way. I haven't watched the shows for years and everything's changed so much. Heh. Guess I couldn't expect it to remain the same anyway. =)
And yes, that is Lindsay Lohan.
pps. i also wanted to be a marine biologist, but then i'm afraid of deep water/water. =x
It just sickens me that just when I thought it was safe to trust again, to feel safe again, i learn things that were hidden, stored away for the safety and security of the relationship.
Why am i always kept in the dark? If people told me things upright, and if I didn't have to find things out from a third party, I know for a fact that I wouldn't flare, not at all. I would accept it, because it is reality.
But to find things out so late, just.. crushes me, makes me wonder what else I don't know. Which defeats the primary purpose of not telling me, which was to stop my mind from wandering and wondering.
Just when you think its safe again, after you've been bitten, after you've healed, after you're ready to live normally again, revellations reveal themselves, you get scarred again. It's a vicious cycle, and I hate this facet of reality that is beginning to show itself to me.
And I don't know if I want to continue living with it, as much as it pains me to give so much up.
Life in the first week of March SUCKS.
tell me you're not a liar.
but how do i believe you?
Monday, March 03, 2008 ( 6:25 PM )
She found herself locked in the storeroom, waking up to see yellow sunshine beaming through the cracks in the boarded-up window. How restrained her life had become, to only see the world through these cracks, through these shards of forcefed reality; how she longed to see the big picture, to see the world, reality through her own eyes. The sunshine that peeped through the cracks were what she revelled in, day after day; through the cracks she also saw storms and hurricanes, and after the sordid horridness of the wet and noise of the calamities and destruction on the outside, she felt a riveting peace within her, a calm in her soul after the storms. She could not see the world in its entirety, but she enjoyed what she could see, although she heavily lusted for more clarity, more colours, more feelings.
Trapped where she was, she could not move and had no one to talk to, but perhaps isolation was best for her sanity, after betrayal and hurt, and pain and anger. Perhaps being alone was best for her and the world.