is to love and be loved.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 ( 1:39 AM )
I guess I was selfish today
and i'm sorry if i upset you
But i can't find the words to say
how it drives me crazy, the things you do
i didnt know why you asked me that, and i was unhappy, because if i were in your shoes, i would have said no, honestly. i would have said i had something else on. which was why i was upset, because i didnt understand why you considered it a possibility at all, because to me- it isn't a possibility, and i know that it's a selfish way of thought but. well, that's the reason why i.. well. yeah, that's why.
but i appreciate that you respect me enough to tell me, so thank you for that.
i know i'm not easy to please sometimes and the world's worst person to get along with sometimes, so thank you for even putting up with me all this while.
it's almost 19months already. thats more than 1.5 years already, and honestly when we started out i didnt know we'd last this long. :)
i still rmb that first day-
m: so how long you wanna be together for?
c: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. until i get tired of you.
:)
but i don't think i'll ever get tired of you,
unfortunately :D
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anybody else feel the stress of the semester creeping on?
i need to stop taking 3-day relax breaks.
load up the coffee and curry and stay in to do muchos work. :)
drink in the booze and sex and wild overhigh,
'cos tonight we live and tomorrow we might die.