is to love and be loved.
Friday, August 03, 2007 ( 2:19 AM )
i fear, losing you.
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
sometimes.. i feel martin's my guardian angel.. because.. what were the odds of us meeting man? we were complete strangers.. but yet.. we did meet and fell in love! and.. sometimes i fear that because he's such a good person, he'll be taken away from me earlier.. and im scared of that
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♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
but you know smt
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
*smth
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
cos nobody knows as in..how to react
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
im really quite scared.. cos
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
its so sudden
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
you know
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
palm reading?
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
n this type id things nobody will expect to happen
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
yes?
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
the life line is the line that curves down
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
the one nearest to your thumb there
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
and mine is quite long..
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
which hand?
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
but his..
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
left rite?
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
left
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
his seems to be quite short
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
and everytime i think abt it i get so scared
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
and i nkow its stupid of me to believe in it
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
mine is complicated..
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
but what if it really happens????
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
sigh
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
got so many small lines linking to the main ones..
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
lene..dotn think bout such stuff
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
this is just what pple said
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
dont worry so much kie?
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
just live now
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
n be happy
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
i mean..
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
if today is over,it will be over
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
no more turning back of time..
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
just dont think bout this palm thingy
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
its alrite if its for fun.
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
i dunno
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
sometimes when i'm really on the verge of breaking down..
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
i will just think of suicidal
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
but,i'm scared..
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
n i will miss so much things..
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
ya!
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
and
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
n i havent even seen the world yet..
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
i havent done so many things..
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
i havent gone travelling, i havent sat on a aeroplane for so long.. i havent gone to new york, paris..
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
i havent shopped and spend 2000 dollars at ago
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
*a go
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
lol
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
ok
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
i havent gone to hawaii for my honeymoon
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
i havent had sex!
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
i ahvent had kids!
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
lol
♥ I cried, but only because you were too beautiful, says:
i dont have a dog yet!!!
!Jewel - i love panda.x) says:
cherylene..
***
i don't know if you'll read this. but somehow, i hope you don't.. because you'll see the insecurities i have.. about me, about you, about us.. about life.
maybe you'd think i'm being overly dramatic. and maybe i am.
but i honestly think you're from heaven. you're perfect; shortcomings here and there, but otherwise, you're.. perfect. and you know how good things never last? i'm just afraid.. of losing you.. losing the best thing that ever happened to me..
you're my guardian angel, sent from up above. i honestly believe that.
and i pray to God that you'll be with me, protecting me always.. I really, sincerely do. Because.. I can't imagine life without you. and i don't want to find out what life without you would be like.
just thinking about it- my stomach has twisted into knots. sigh.
life would be meaningless.. without you.
♥
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i know i sound morbid. shut up and don't tell me im being emo/suicidal/drama.
and touch wood, i hope all this shit NEVER HAPPENS.
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