is to love and be loved.
Saturday, July 07, 2007 ( 1:52 AM )
I feel like I'm using you, and I feel apologetic.
And this feeling... what is it?
I hope it goes away, because it is of no use to me.
Don't people stay with each other because they are of some use to them?
Romantically, you stay with him/her, because you love him/her ; you can't live without him/her.
Between friends, people maintain friendships because their friends offer some sort of comfort, help, or joy, or perhaps to some twisted people, cruelty or morbidity.
Family - you stick with them because, as the saying goes, they're the ones who are supposed to be with you through thick and thin. Blood is thicker than water, they say. They offer you support, and you readily take it.
Strangers though.
You don't know what they offer you;
what if they offer you something that hurts you instead?
So you don't stay with them.
People you disapprove of, don't like, or don't want to associate yourself with;
you don't stay with them,
because you know for sure that they have nothing to give you.
Think about it.
I don't mean to say that you and I are conceited beings who remain as societal creatures solely for our own self benefit.
I personally hate manipulative people like that. (Je deteste! LOL) And the day that I became someone like that, someone kill me please.
I like to see the goodness in people; but I admit that that's one of my weaknesses. Trust in the pure innocence of a person, until I'm proven wrong.
It's quite warped, like I always say,
but this idea, to an extent, there's a certain... truth to it.
Sweet raptured light,
it ends here tonight.