is to love and be loved.
Sunday, May 13, 2007 ( 2:19 PM )
I'm highly irritable today.
Doing the IMM HK ppt cheers me up or at least sets my mind off the misery for a while.
And I gotta walk all the way to the fucking 7-11 with the bad service later, and it'll prolly rain while I'm on the way there.
Great, just GREAT.
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I just wish you’d remember me like how I remember you in what I do.
I fear that you love me as a girlfriend, and that you don’t love ME, aka Cherylene.
I have many insecurities, and you’re not helping to ease them.
I can’t rely on myself to get the things I want or need, and sometimes I wish you’d take the initiative to offer to help me get/do these things.
I wish you’d come over to give me a hug when I am sick.
I wish you’d call once in a while to tell me you love me, or just to say “hi, I’ve been missing you.”
I wish you’d give me little gifts of affection, or letters at least, once in a while.
I wish you wouldn’t make me feel like our love is being lost, little by little, wearing away with time.
I wish I wouldn’t feel so defeated.
