Went to celebrate Laura's & Genevieve's birthday yesterday at Swensons in town. :)
Big group of 11 people, so we tended to split up and walk.
In the end it was me, laura and joyce who walked from taka to far east, in search of joyce's earrings and laura's skinnies =/
and then we bused back to heeren, where we waited more than half an hr for zaf, pris, jac, and gen to come back from shopping. i think gen said they got lost. -__-
while waiting, me, peiting, serene, laura and joyce sat on the bench and chatted; poor joyce's contacts were irritating her eye. =/

when they finally came back, we set off to Swensons!
I loveeeee the salmon&mushroom baked rice. whoooop! :D

me and the birthday girls !





zaf, gen, laura, me, jac.

and this photo is pretty pretty.

Then right after dinner, I met Martin; and he tagged along when I went over to Fourskin, where the 4 earlier had shopped at, and got tees at 2 for 10bucks. cheappp. :)) on the way out bumped into the girls again -_- haha.

rushed back home straight afterwards, boo my curfew. :(
Thanks you for sending me home. :)




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Hello, here is a quiz I found in friendster! yum.




Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?
A: yes


Q: Been arrested?
A: no


Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
A: no


Q: You like someone?
A: YES


Q: Held a snake?
A: yes


Q: Been suspended from school?
A: no


Q: Been fired from a job?
A: no


Q: Sang karaoke?
A: yes


Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
A: yes


Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: yes


Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: no


Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: no (though, i'd really like to :D )


Q: Sang in the shower?
A: yes


Q: Sat on a rooftop?
A: no

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
A: yes


Q: Broken a bone?
A: no


Q: Shaved your head?
A: NO


Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: yes


Q: Had/have a gym membership?
A: noooooo


Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
A: yes =/

Q: Shot a gun?
A: arcade de lor. =/


Q: Donated blood?
A: nope


Q: Had your heart broken?
A: yes, years ago.


Q: Broken someone's heart?
A: yes =/





LAST PERSON...

1. You hung out with?
A: Martin :)


(uh, where is two.)

3. You were in a car with?
A: Laura, her dad, Jacintha.


4. Went to the movies with?
A: Wah. Err.. Martin, Laura, Jewel, Shast, Grace, Siok Hoon :))


5. Went to the mall with?
A: MS girls yesterday. :)


6. You talked on the phone?
A: Martin


7. Made you laugh?
A: Martin (wah. your name seems to appear alot hor =/ )

8. You hugged?
A: Martin -__-


10. You cried with?
A: Myself






WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
A: nose

2. Be serious or be funny?
A: depends on the situation


3. Drink whole or skim milk?
A: whole ! :D


4. Die in a fire or get shot?
A: shot.






ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
A: depends.


2. Winter or Fall?
A: winter


3. Left or right?
A: right


4. Sunny or rainy?
A: sunny


(and number 5 went on a holiday)


6. Where do you live?
A: Serangoon North


7. Favorite Song?
A: David Tao 陶喆 - OLIA


8. Do you want to get married?
A: YES *blushes*


9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
A: twirlllll lalalaa yum


10. Where's 11 and 12?
A: flying kite


13. Do you cook?
A: a little

Thank you for the time you spent with me today, love. Really appreciate it very much, from the bottom of my heart.

<3

Won't you be my love?

amanda : "want some milk in your bar ?"

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Wishing you the best 18th a girl could have;

with love, luck, happiness and lots of As. =)

I love you my dear bestie ! bff ! <3

I was watching Fear Factor the other day,
and the stunt was as follows -
lie on the roulette wheel,
Joe spins it,
and you have to do whichever stunt your head points to.
And all of the stunts are like hair-related!

As in,
eg. shave your head bald.
eg. shave patches of hair off your head.

Like omg! would you do something like that for 25,000 dollars!
Go bald for 8 months and wear a wig just so you win alot of money. I wouldn't leh.
Imagine the humiliation.
I don't know.
And I don't understand how, even though its a worthy cause, does shaving your head for cancer patients constitute to charity?

Ohwell.



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IF ONLY THIS CAN BE TRUE GIRLS, GUYS LEARN FROM IT!
ADVICE TO BOYFRIENDS FOR THEIR GF'S: GET IT>RIGHT!!!

1. If you like her...ask her out already!!!!!!!!
2. When you hug her, put your arm around her waist and hold her close.
3. When you walk next to her, get as close as you can to her.
4. If she's the only one in your life, tell her.
5. Always let her knows how much you like her, love her, or think about her.

6. Give her presents and cards for no reason, she will return the favour...always.
7. If she hangs up on you, call her right back.
8. Always offer to pay. If she says no twice, then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time (offer a date too!)
9. Kiss her lightly every chance you get.
10. Look in her eyes and kiss her on the lips, forehead, or nose.

11. If she says she's cold, don't be an idiot and say "me too." and stand there; give her your jacket or just simply hold her in your arms.
12. Don't force her to do anything she's not comfortable with.
13. Invite her to dinner or somewhere where you can talk, instead of the movies.
14. Try not to ask her if she's mad at you everytime you speak to her.
15. Always tell her you love her only if you really mean it.

16. Don't pressure her to do anything she isnt ready to do. When she is ready, she will let you know. She just wants everything to be more special and perfect. So appreciate what she does do with you.
17. Don't go and tell your friends anything that happens between you two, cause it will hurt her and make her mad...and it will never happen again!


When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running through her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lies on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you", she means it.
When a GIRL says "I miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that.



yeah. thats about it. =)
but it's a very useful thing that I got last year and forgot to blog about. Lol.
i'm like in school now? waiting for azhar's imm. jess and iqah are absent so it's like just me and gen and zaf? lol. shorthanded sia. :/



sweet child o' mine.


I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you




I'm stressed, oh my god save me.
Suddenly all the weight of the projects fell on me and I realised the wtf was I doing playing hangman in class.
Things that you can't undo.
And then I realised wtf was I doing splurging and spending all my money away. I wish I had an allowance, I really wish I did.

I'm like so lost, I completely don't know what to do for Bong's. We're all at such a disadvantage cos like most of us don't even know a single tamil stroke. *whines* I hate bong so so much.
Discriminating.
And it's like tomorrow.








You're the best thing that's ever happened to me;

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms


I don't want to fall to pieces.


I lost my soul to hopes and dreams;
Can you give it back to me?



Today was the first 10am - 9pm day we had, and gosh was it tiring lah. Like wtf, somemore jessicacao was our last tutor. Can die lahhhhh. Bad enough we were tired, and then we got such fantastic stuff to keep us awake.

Took photos during the breaks and after class completely ended.


I'm highly irritable today.
Doing the IMM HK ppt cheers me up or at least sets my mind off the misery for a while.
And I gotta walk all the way to the fucking 7-11 with the bad service later, and it'll prolly rain while I'm on the way there.
Great, just GREAT.


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I just wish you’d remember me like how I remember you in what I do.
I fear that you love me as a girlfriend, and that you don’t love ME, aka Cherylene.
I have many insecurities, and you’re not helping to ease them.
I can’t rely on myself to get the things I want or need, and sometimes I wish you’d take the initiative to offer to help me get/do these things.
I wish you’d come over to give me a hug when I am sick.
I wish you’d call once in a while to tell me you love me, or just to say “hi, I’ve been missing you.”
I wish you’d give me little gifts of affection, or letters at least, once in a while.
I wish you wouldn’t make me feel like our love is being lost, little by little, wearing away with time.

I wish I wouldn’t feel so defeated.

I wanna run,

_________________________ to new york city.

Why the obsession with one's weight?


Was watching the Tyra show a while back, and she was starting this "So What!" campaign where she encouraged women to be proud of their bodies and their weight, and ultimately, themselves.
Why have we evolved to a civilisation that prides itself on being as skinny as possible?

I have nothing against skinny people, or curvy people. Or any other size humans come in. I think people should be comfortable with themselves! I don't know why people, especially women, go on massive quests to lose 200 pounds in a month. I really don't.

My mother always nags at me to lose my tyres, blah blah blah. She succeeds sometimes, especially when she says, "one day ah, your boyfriend will leave you, and you will feel the pinch" and I feel like burying myself under a rock; and I know for sure I am fat. :(

But I'm never really affected by that cos I don't really care as long as I like who I am? Does that make sense and is that wrong? Hmm. Am I the only one who doesn't obssess about my weight (unless it really goes crazy!) ; and am I unnatural or abnormal?


Why waste your time thinking "how many calories does this bowl of spaghetti have!" or "how much calories are in this carrot, maybe I should just eat nothing today?". I think that's a load of rubbish lah. Eat what you want lah. And if you feel a need to, work it off later. If you're brave enough, you'll just let nature take its course.


Random fact : I think gyms are evil and haunted places.


And I think the government's "Eat to Live, not Live to Eat" campaign is evil too. I live to eat! :D why restrict yourself. Huh. Why.


I'm not saying I don't wanna shed some pui ba either. I blame it on my genes. Genetically I was designed to be this way, so you know, whatever. I suck at exercise too, I readily admit, it's not easy for me like it is for other people. Qi chuan sia. So I don't really understand the logic behind people saying that their hobby is to exercise? I don't know. They say it makes you feel better. It just makes me feel like dying. Maybe one day I will understand. Maaaaybeeeee.

Or ah, perhaps I'm just comforting myself with all this talk so I'll feel better about myself. Hahaha. But just be comfortable with yourself, is what I'm saying. And I know, easier said than done, but people should try to look beyond fats huh.

I think civilisation should move on, evolve to a stage where fats aren't that important? Not to the extent where people don't care about their health anymore, but just to a stage where, in commercialism, people who are not a size zero still get to appear on covers of magazines regularly. People should just live their lives and enjoy it while they can, instead of constantly trying to drop an ounce or two.

So yeah.
Love the skin you're in.
Wahahahahaha.


I wanna change my skin for a while.
I like the old skin though, so maybe I'll change it back soon.
But this skin ah, if you look closely the post time and the post title collide. So its nagging at me but I don't know how to change it. Have been trying so long and I just gave up. Toodles.


Was just thinking, the other day, how some people treat dogs sometimes.
They love them like hell, feed them, water them, clean their poop. Maybe even feed them nice treats and buy them cool stuff sometimes. They send them to school to learn tricks and be obedient, and they enforce rules around the house.

But at the end of the day, the dog is.. just a dog.
Not a human being, like them.
To them, life of the dog isn't as precious as their own.
They love them, yeah, but most people wouldn't risk their lives for a dog. Wouldn't risk their prides and egos for one. Some wouldn't even care.
Others abandon their dogs when they lose control over them, can't manage them, or kill them when they reach a point of no return in their hearts.


Do people treat other people like this?
Or do they treat people in a different, more humane manner?
Sometimes,
we can't really tell the difference, can we.





I spurn the day I lost you, Angel.
And I can't believe I forgot your day this year. Has it really been so long?


This isn't Angel; I don't have any soft copy of her picture. But it looks exactly like her, like how she looks when she came back from groomings.
Pity she didn't come back safe and sound from her last grooming. Sigh.
2 and a half years, and I'm still missing you.