I never realised how small Bishan Park really was. I'd always thought it was a sprawling mass of greenery stretched across achres upon achres of exclusively limited Seengarpour land.

We sat there, laid on the rocks and watched the stars, the sole two orbs that evening that glittered vivaciously beside crimson stained clouds.

Me and you, I said, those two stars.
We're holding hands behind the clouds!

As cheesy as it sounded, it was a sweet notion, at least to me.
And as time went by and the evening got darker, it was time to leave.

But it always pains me when we're on the way home.
Because it always means we have to part,
and parting is never sweet sorrow, it's always.. just sorrow.
I wish I'd never left your embrace, to be honest.


The afternoon at Bishan had been splendid;
♥ you buying the tickets while I stood aside, sneaking into GV to watch 300, which is an awesome movie, by the way, with stimulating (oh, nudity, where art thou nudity) visuals and flawless battles strategies. Seeing it makes me want to go be a man, get bulging muscles, and go stick pointy things in people's throats. :D

♥ us sitting down to kfc. i love! and then to cafe cartel for salad and dessert (chocolate brownies with hot fudge and vanilla icecream! *slurps*) while we had our Operation Rescue discussion. Teehee.

♥ playing that jungle arcade game with you. OMG, giant spiderssssss! Thou shall never step into any area that encompasses more than 5 trees anymore in thy life. *horrified* LOL!

♥ us watching the Mr. Bean mascot with his tua tou doing that silly groin dance (which is just plain neurotic) and, and, and! FOXXXXXXX. nice green tubbbbe! *hint* =P
EHHH, if they have a spring/summer line right, how long will the stuff be on the shelves before they bring in a new season's line and take out the previous season's wear?

♥ the walk to the park, which was alot of fun. and then more walking, to the coffee shop.
yes, it's our secret. :)


But when it was time to leave, i felt.. sadness. Like the rain that collected above me in the clouds had suddenly been lifted to the depths of my heart. Why? I don't know, I always feel that way when we're about to part.

We got on the bus when you were about to send me home, and I stood close, next to you, while I gripped the railings on that crowded bus. I moved to put my wallet back into my bag, and the old man sitting on the seat in front of me dodged, as if I was about to hit him with my wallet.

A few stops later, that old man was about to alight, and his grandson dropped the old man's ezlink under the seat. It infuriated the old man, and his wife's chiding led to further his already building embarassment and frustration.

And because I was standing next to him, in front of the door, he decided to raise his voice at me,
Excuse me, I want to alight!

Like I could not recognise that he was trying to get off the bus.
But I kept silent, like what I always do, and tried to squeeze a path for him amidst the crowd that was rushing to get off the bus.
But you argued back for me, thank you.
And I didn't even realise it because I thought the crazy man was shouting at us, and the people behind us.

Thank you, my love. I am sincerely touched that a boy stood up for me. ♥


Tag replies:
kel: yes I do! 15% i think. Not sure about how to go about getting the discount, tho. heee.
manda: my money will be sent to the needy in Africa.
.. lol. no lah, for new phone lah. =)
zaf: yeah, will try! i almost got myself into a 12day working spree. lol. ALMOST. anw most of the enthusiasm sprouts from these four words - "NEW PHONE NEW PHONE"
laura: anti-lovers should just eat more chocolate.
AK: haha. yeah. you should have seen his face. i don't know whether it was utter joy or utter lecherousness at its best. i don't want to know. lol.
elaine: you felt it ah! i didn't leh. :( lols
cin: so you're not working ar? aiyo. cannot! think about all those heels you need to get! =) hehe
matthew: yeah, as deep as rabbits go. LOL :D