the greatest thing you'll ever learn,
is to love and be loved.
A long overdue
Monday, February 12, 2007 ( 11:39 AM )
PUBLIC APOLOGY
to YOU.
I am so sorry for being so sensitive and cranky and irritable the past 2 weeks, and that you have been the brunt of it.
I am so sorry for stressing you out when really I should have been calming you down.
I am so sorry for making you feel sad when really, I should have been making you happy.
I apologise, I accept responsibility for all of it, I await punishment. =x
The past few days, (or rather a certain event resulting in the cumulation of being overtly and overly sensitive and cranky) especially yesterday, has been all about misunderstandings, and it's made me become a huge pile of emo shit, and I'm so happy that school's out because I can't even control myself in church, much less in school.
And you have taken it all in stride, and I love and respect you for that.
Thank you for being there for me.
I am really sorry for putting you through this.
I really don't want to continue being the ridiculously ridiculous person that I seem to be becoming.
And last night was the end of it, I promise.
With all my heart, I promise.
I don't want you to be stressed out when you think about us,
because I don't think a r/s is supposed to be like that, at all.
That is just wrong.
It's (mostly) supposed to be happy, sunshine & daisies, lalala.
So let's go back to where we were before, before this mess began, where we were happy, and continue that. =)
Can we?
=)