is to love and be loved.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ( 3:41 PM )
At the end of the day,
can you really say that there's a bunch - family, friends, loved ones, whatever -right behind you,
all the time, ready to catch you if you fall?
Not many of us can, sadly.
And right now I feel disconnected from everyone I love,
and you, do you actually cherish what we have?
Because I have I feeling that you don't, that you're just taking me for granted, calling on me only when you need me. I'm here for you, but where are you when I need you?
If you don't cherish it, then I don't think I want to, either.
Sometimes the words you say are just too cutting,
and the things you do make me feel like I don't mean anything.
Always trying to one-up me, trying to make it seem like you're better than me.
If there's any two kind of people I detest, it's those who think they're better than everybody else,
and those who say they care, but
really don't give a fucking shit.
Cheryl! I really loved the talk we had yesterday, and I'm really glad that I can mark you as one of those who will be there for me if I need you. And I don't know why we drifted apart sometime ago, but I know it's still very safe to say that we're still the best of friends :) Love you muchos, dearie. And thanks for listening to all the uhh, stuff I have to say that no one else will listen. Heehee. Will always be there if you need me. :)
And please, don't go to Switzerland and marry a cow farmer there. Stay HERE. :D