is to love and be loved.
Sunday, January 07, 2007 ( 10:57 PM )
Sweet lives of the unseen.
The new year, and what have we done.
Has anyone changed one bit?
We all live in frustration.
I am really considering switching courses.
Or, calling up some big magazine to see if they offer scholarships.
Because I've been thinking about the future lately.
And I'm worried mine might turn out to be not as bright as I've hoped it'd be.
And I'm gonna screw my lab job. I don't think I'll be able to cope, seriously.
I think I'll just march down to the lab tmr and tell them I quit. :(
Hopefully I even can, because I signed a contract.
And then where shall I get money.
Sigh. Juggling the need for an allowance and the need to study properly is such a headache.
But this semester, we have such shitty modules (3 examinable, wonderful) that require us to sweep our gazes across textbooks that have font size minus one hundred.
And so I'd require muchos time to digest all that shite. :(
Byebye job.
I think I can only go earn dough in March during the actual hols.
And even then, I wonder if I'll get to use the money.
Haiz.
I'm very touched, what you've said and done these couple of days,
for some reason, it's leading skeptical me to believe,
that perhaps.. just perhaps..
this is really the real thing.
And... I'm looking forward to next Monday;
and for some reason I feel.. very.. comfortable with all this.
:)