is to love and be loved.
Saturday, January 13, 2007 ( 3:40 PM )
I think it really sucks, when you expect so much/so little,
and you don't see it blossoming like it should,
and you wonder if it was worth the effort put in in the first place.
You wonder if perhaps it is right,
or wrong, like that little voice in your head/heart is telling you.
You think that perhaps, this wasn't what you thought it was,
but then you look back and you realise that it's what you want,
even though it pains you when you know it's not everything you've wished for.
But even though it’s lacking,
you want to try to improve it,
because you don’t want to give up on it,
no matter how hard you think it’s gonna get,
and how much you have to give up for it,
no matter how much tears/pain you have to go through,
You make me cry,
and then the irony is that when I do I wish I was crying in your arms.