is to love and be loved.
Sunday, November 05, 2006 ( 9:25 PM )
I am really supposed to be finishing compiling bong right now. BUT IT'S JUST SO BLOODY BORING, I CAN'T HELP BUT NOT DO IT. =(
WHAT THE HELL DO I NEED TO LEARN ABOUT DIGITAL TECHNOLOGY FOR? PFFFT.
And it doesn't help that bong's deep, melodious voice sings me off to sleep in class.
I'm really miserable without my phone. Not so much about missing the phone anymore (though i still do.) but rather the whole feeling so disconnected thing is really getting to me.
For the first time I've realised how important a phone is, how important communication is.
And how easy it is nowadays to keep in touch with people, and when you lose that tool, how difficult it is to keep in touch; even though there's email and msn and what shit, a phone's still different.
Just goes to show how the different mediums won't ever (at least for the time being) phase each other out in favour of more convenient, advanced mediums. The different mediums will just get more and more advanced themselves, yeah?
I don't even know what I'm saying.
It just hurts so much when I lift the laptop and head for my room, and I reach to the coffee table at the spot where I usually put my phone,
and then I realise it's gone.
It's just like when my dog passed away; I'd come home thinking that I'd hear her welcoming bark.
The pain will go away.
But it won't leave completely.
I'm just too sentimental.
Damn, I get emotionally attached to the smallest things.
The next time I get a phone, I'm not letting it outta my pocket wherever I go.
Forgive my drama-ness.
And,
I know i shouldn't be blogging about this,
but today was the first time my heart actually fluttered when he kissed me.
*smiles*