is to love and be loved.
Friday, September 01, 2006 ( 4:15 PM )
So, when will you hear what I have to say?
When will you see what I have to show you?
When will you speak the words I long to hear?
When will you understand that I'm always here for you?
Damn.
How people change. How cold they seem when they don't get what they want, when things don't go their way, when others don't respond the way they'd want them to.
Anyways,
went to laura's yesterday to help her dye her hair, since she doesn't have eyes at the back of her head. Pity, pity. The end result was a dark brown/close to black tinge. Which I (still) insist can be seen. HUR. I called the telemarketing job for the second time to bug them since they didnt call me back like they said they would, while she went to the toilet with the dye half done.
And hoots! Persistence pays off, cos they called me later saying I got the job. Thanks Mom and Dad, for letting me bug you endlessly all these years when you said NO to what I wanted. =D cos LOOK! I've developed such a honourable trait! *coughs*
Hair dyes, watch out. I'M COMIN TO GETCHA. *evil laughs*
I'm listening to Evanescence now, the old album. And I just realised why I liked it in the first place. Because it's dark, and this "darkness" cultivates great space for creativity. Does that make sense? Haha.
So anyways, after dyeing the delusional one's hair, we went to mac's and pigged out on large fries. and then we got medium fries and pigged out some more! (IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT! =) I love pigging at macs when I go over to laura's. :):) do it more often yeah? good for you since you're as thin as a stick while i, uhh, well am not. HAHA. bad for me but WHO CARES. :D
He came to meet us at macs, and laura zhaoed real quick with her 3 EVMs.
We walked around the gardens for a while, but got bored cos unless you're looking to gain a little weight by eating 20 meals a day, there's really nothing there. And it never fails to amaze me how short a trip to the bathroom can be for guys.
So we took the bus to my place and we sat under the next block, in this quiet, super windy spot i love that's behind the basketball court. because he was scared to go up to my house, is my family that frightening? saddening. haha :) and we stole some poor soul's wireless from our place in the void deck and he showed me www.becomingroyston.com, the website for the movie which i think is gonna show soon (or has it already shown? and i call myself a media student. BAH :) where the lead guy is his friend, apparently.
and then my laptop's battery died while watching the preview halfway, haha. damn.
why doesnt PAP install powerpoints in void decks, huh?
So we just sat/lay down/stood there for a coupla hours and talked/laughed at passerbys/laid on each other's lap(i didnt!darn.haha)/had fun/tickled/scanned each other's bags for pornographic materials(i'll keep it a secret, yes i will)/smiled/sat in companionable silence.
And he taught me how to use bluetooth! :D:D:D (argh. I know i'm a suaku. You don't have to laugh, can?) Apparently I don't need a pin code and what shit. HAHA.
And I can't remember what was happening at that moment, but I got a call from that telemarketing company I was bugging :D and I got the job! *jumps for joy* although the pay is okay, I'll only be working for 5 hours a day leh. So I won't really be getting that much. Saddening. And laura's in a different position. She's a "temp" (what the heck does a temp do anyway?) while I'm a telemarketer! yays. i'm supposed to sell "holistic programs" to schools. which is familiar, cos my dad does that, and I always hear him marketing his comp's mag on the phone. HEE but hoots, i got a job, so yay.
look!
Cherylene Renée Dewi D/O Surederam -- [adjective]: Tastes like fried chicken 'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
damn. i did this three times. and first i got "immortal", and then "person who'll start a cult", and then THIS. great. i taste like fried chicken? HOW WOULD YOU KNOW? YOU HAVEN'T TASTED ME, DOODOO. :)
'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
cool.
If you can't see the picture, it says,
Cherylene Renée Dewi D/O Surederam died with a grimace, and will be miserably missed by the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
The tmnt are hot. Not that I find turtles hot, but the way they move and jump around so swiftly - swish, swish, chop, chop! blood and gore - man, it's sweeeet.
and i did another one, what's my hidden talent?, and apparently my "hidden" talent is WRITING! yay. true, muchos. :D but for some reason i can't paste it here cos of some problem with the codes. bleah.
sleepy, we are. nice weather!
i think i love you,
but i'm afraid to tell you,
because i don't wanna lose you