is to love and be loved.
Saturday, August 12, 2006 ( 10:51 PM )
went to watch fireworks today.
only thing is,
i didn't get to see any bloody fireworks.
my dad drove there,
and chose to take the route through some ulu road, and we ended jamming there for a good 15 minutes,
during which the fireworks CAME AND WENT.
ARGH.
oh well. i'll watch the fireworks next year.
*waits in anticipation*
i was watching this korean drama the other day,
when one girl was telling the lead actress how much she was in love;
"i never believed in love
but the moment i opened up to it,
i fell in love.
believe me, it comes naturally."
or something along those lines.
is it possible for someone to be in love with the prospect of being in love?
i'm a skeptic, so forgive me when i ask these nonsensical questions in the name of cynicism.
i flinch even while reading about couples who call each other honeybuns, angel, sweetie pie, even darling and baby and dear kinda put me off before. I was saying to sara and cindy and laura yesterday how i wasn't an ardent fan of pet names.
i broke my own code by using it.
was i nuts?
was i crazy?
i've always cringed at it.
BUT
when I use such terms...
and i use it without flinching
and i'm actually happy that i used it
and i'm smiling to myself as i slip the monikers into my sms...
you know i've sunk into this as well.
possibly deep.
hur.
as i'm writing this the skeptic in me is going,
ARE YOU NUTS? YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING!!
but then it all swirls around me,
envelopes me,
holds me like he does,
and I KNOW THAT I KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING.
:)
the crazy things people do
when they're in love.