is to love and be loved.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006 ( 1:26 AM )
i can't sleep!
i can't sleep!
i can't sleep!
schtoopid coffee.
talking to sara now about how she finds my prev post on the san pads amusing.
-.-
and the topic of jogging mothers,
if my mom actually pulls me to go jog every morning,
bush will sell me america.
for a dollar.
no offence, bush.
i want - noooo. i NEED to get a sketch pad or book or plain notebook for something. there's so much creativity flowing thru me suddenly, since that day i studied for marketing and i started doodling all over my notes. (HAHA WHO CAN ACTUALLY CONCENTRATE FOR KANNAN'S MARKETING. PLEASE. LOL)
im bored, and i realize how my blog is devoid of pics. so i shall put up pics! say yay! =D
hahas. can u spot me in there? (: i miss 4H! i miss my friends. it was all so much simpler back then, in an all girls' school. can someone organize a 4H get together again? and i promise i'll go this time! hurhur :D and i miss preprom. all the hussle and going out everyday to find a nice dress and shoes and bag etc etc etc. if i had enough $$ i'd wanted prom to happen every year! YAY. HEE.
ignore the excessive makeup. young and schtoopid, yes we were. hahas. cheryl, we gotta go paktuo someday k? MAKE TIME FOR ME, I'M COMING!!! i miss dating you! hahas!
and hohoho. this pic. laura said i looked pale and sickly. kel said it reminded him of cindy (WHY???! ALL OF PEOPLE LOR! HMPFFT (hahahahhas jkjk cindy :D:D:D) and amanda said i dont look like me in the pic. and a couple more ppl asked me too. hmms. why ar? *ponders* hahahas *meditates* (and yes, laura, i WAS cam whoring, hooha :D:D:D)
and ick, i tried uploading more pics, but for some reason Blogger's getting cranky on me. i think it's telling me to shut up, turn my lappie off, and go to dreamland. hurgh. but i'm not sleepy yet! schtoopid coffee. hahas.
more pics next entry, if Blogger decides to play nice with me. Grr.
:D
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 ( 2:48 PM )
I came out of my dad's car on sunday, and a piece of paper stuck on the wall on one of the columns under my HDB block caught my attention.
the words on the notice say,
"Beware! Watch out for flying SANITARY PAD from above ! when you walk pass here.
It may lands on your poor head !"
My first reaction to it was to crack up. flying sanitary pad! hahaha! Super san pad! (eww. =X)
And then i realized that reaction was kinda mean, because it's just plain mean to laugh at someone who's just received a blessing from heaven in the form of a soiled sanitary pad. And its just plain disgusting.
And my second reaction was to shrivel in disgust at how inconsiderate some people really are. Apparently the maid who lives in the flat above mine flings her san pad out the window when she bui song, too. Or just when she's plain lazy. Or maybe when she wants to charm someone but maybe she feels instead of dropping a hanky a san pad would be more trendy. Or, pity pity, maybe her rubbish chute's all jammed up with san pads, so she's got no choice but to hurl her pad outta the window. Either way her life is easier with one less soiled san pad to get rid of, right?
???!
Like, can't you people be more considerate? I've found yucky san pads outside my window multiple times, and even though its not mine, to save others from the utter sadness of having to pick up stuff like this, i pick it up and throw it away. *cringes*
And hey, even if your rubbish chute IS jammed up, it still doesn't give you liberty to toss pads out of the window like the road outside is your great ah kong's road hor. It may not be killer litter, but it's DISGUSTING LITTER. :( go the hell down and chuck it in the bin, can?? Pity the poor guys/girls/old people/children/dogs who kena struck in the head with san pads.
They say getting bird shit on you is good luck, cos what are the chances of a flying bird shitting right overhead? Like zero to none. But this is a totally different story.
IT'S NOT GOOD LUCK AT ALL, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. =(
Please practise more consideration, dear people. It's not very nice to hurl soiled pads outta the window, even if you're just trying to hit on Prince Charming. Or on the karang guni man.
And my third reaction was revulsion at how bad Singaporeans are with their English. flying sanitary pads. walk pass. lands on your poor head. HURHUR. need i say more?
ANWS! was on the way home that day after work from joshua's.
and guess what! we saw this:
Not sure if you can see, its not very clear, was taken while the car was moving. Save it and zoom. Hurhur :D
It's a cute little shop (antique shop i think,oo) by the name of Anjana.
Hahahaha. Me and Laura laughed our asses off.
Bye anjana, have fun in India. Remember to get me something like you *ahem* promised. I know you heard me. :D:D:D:D
i've been sick for the past 2 days. yesterday i had a horrid fever and spent 3/4 the day sleeping, which i didnt like cos i don't like wasting my day away like that, you know? add to the fever gastric and stomach upset. my stomach's still happily riding away on a roller coaster, but my fever's gone down.
Suay man. Sick right at the start of the holidays. And i can't even remember the last time i was this sick, it's been so long.
Hurhur.
Saturday, August 26, 2006 ( 11:23 AM )
it's the holidays! yippdeedo!
going for some writing thing today, so excited! :D its been too long since i sat in front of the computer and wasted the day away attempting to create a novel, attempted to spring forth a new world before my eyes. i miss those days when all i ever did was write. i woke up, freshened up, got coffee, started writing. write, write, write and then went to sleep, and start the cycle again. routine, a little, but i liked it. (:
was what i did during the june hols last year anw. spent the entire hols doing it, cant imagine what the electricity bill came up to, got scolded for not studying for Os. hurhur.
its been too long. too long.
it comes a little late, but..
now, its time..
for me..
TO BITCH ABOUT IDOL.
FFFFFF LAAAAAAA
HOOOOWWWWW COMMMMEEEEEEEE
THE LOUSY THICKSKINNED CANNOT SING JOACKIM NVR KENA OUT ONE!
HE SHD JUS VOTE HIMSELF OUT
WTF LOR
SINGAPORE YOU DEAF IS IT
WALAU
WALAU
WALAU
JOACKIM NOT EVEN THAT CUTE LOR
CAN STOP VOTING FOR HIM ANOT
BAI TUO LOR
YOU HORNY HORNY THEN GO FIND SOME GUY THE STREET TO DO CAN,
STOP VOTING FOR HIM
ALL U DOING IS SCREWING THE COMPETITION TO A VERY UNFAIR LEVEL
AND SAVE THE POOR GUY THE EMBARRASSMENT OF BEING SUANED BY JUDGES AND FELLOW SANE S'POREANS
ah.
much better.
anyway,
matthew's doing work! he's so serious (cough cough) he doesnt even know we're sneaking a pic of him. he left early to go paktuo, and me cindy and laura had to share what was left of his work. then suay lor, the computer i was using jammed when i clicked 'save', and I WAS JUST 5 NAMES FROM FINISHING LOR. and cindy accidentally deleted her part. -.- suay lor, both of us.Monday, August 21, 2006 ( 9:43 PM )
got tagged by matthew.
so here goes! :)
001. Real Name - cherylene renèe dewi d/o surederam
002. Nickname - lene, cheryl, lenie spaghetti, kakuki (bleah) :)
003. Single or taken - taken :)
004. Zodiac Sign - gemini
005. Male or Female - female
006. Elementary School - CHIJ our lady of good counsel
007. Ipod - i don't have an ipod (i wish!) or an mp3 for that matter. im such a tech retard (:(:(:
008. How many buddies on your list - 100+
009. friendster name - uhh. hvnt logged into friendster for some time. i think its renèe. haha.
010. Hair Color - dark reddish brownish black
012. Hair Long or Short - long
014. Eye Color - dark brown
015. Are you health freak - HURHUR. no. :)
016. Height - 160, last time i measured my height. i think i've grown taller though! :):):)
017. Do you have a crush on someone - hmm...
018. Do you like yourself - uhh. i guess so? haha
019. Braces? - nope
020. Think you're awesome? - hmm. am i? i don't know. it depends :D
021. Piercings - just my ear holes. hees
022. Tattoo - nah. but i think rose tattoos are sweet. just not on me though. HEHE.
Your 'Firsts'
024. Surgery - uhhhhhhh. i don't think i've ever had surgery. but i was hospitalised for asthma and severe food poisoning after a trip to jakarta gone wrong. O.O
025. First piercing - when i was 2 or 3? can't remember but i was really young. hurhur.
026. First best friend - alicia ann phua. LOVE YOU GIRL. :)
027. First Award - sportsday! primary sch.
028. First Sport You Joined - uhhhhh im not into sports, luh. i think the only sport i REALLY loved was netball. OO,OO i joined swimming for beginners! does that count? :D:D
029. First pet - my dear dogsis, Angel. hais.
030. First vacation - JAKARTA. :s
031. First Concert - UHHHH. not really a concert, but i went to the MTV Asia Awards 2004.
032. First love - if right now counts, it's right now :):):):):)
Favorites
033. Favorite movie - right now, its click. all time favourite -- titanic
034. Favorite tv show - dachangjin
035. Color - BLACK and PINK and RED and PURPLE
036. Music - hmm.. pop rock. like tanya chua's yellow. anyone got that song??? plsplspls send to me. :):)
039. Drink - iced lemon tea
040. Body part not on the face - strong arms. *aaaah*
041. Cartoon - if i end up an old lonely hag without a husband, i'll turn psycho and obsess over MR. SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS and try to find bikini bottom so i can marry him. he's CUTE beyond words. HURHURHUR :D
042. Favorite piece of clothing - t-shirt? comfy and casual. haha
043. Brand Of Clothing - i don't like to stick to just one brand. i hop around. hahas
044. What do you sleep with - my comfy bolster, pillow, blanket, and sweet thoughts of him :)
045. Favorite School - gotta be sjc. i love and miss it :D
046. Favorite Animal(s) - DOGS
047. Favorite Book - no fav author. youth fiction lah.
048. Favorite Magazine - CLEO!
049. Eating - food. then? ha.
050. I'm drinking - nothing at the moment. craving lemon tea.
052. I'm about to - to go watch lovely sam soon again. commercial break about to be over!
053. Listening to - selfish by *nsync
055. Waiting For - his call. i hope. :)
056. Watching - was watching lovely sam soon.
057. Wearing - cookie monster pyjamas.
Your Future
058. Want Kids - definitely. :)
059. Want to Get Married - i do.
060. Careers in Mind - author, scriptwriter, or some job in advertising
Which is better with the Opposite Gender
068. Lips or Eyes - eyes and lips, depends. soulful eyes are nice tho.
069. Hugs or Kisses - depends on my mood :)
070. Shorter or Taller - TALLER
072. Romantic or Spontaneous - romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - nice arms
074. Sensitive or Loud - both, please?
075. Hook-up or Relationship - relationship
076. Sweet or Caring - sweet AND caring.
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - a little mix of both. :D
Have you ever
078. Kissed a Stranger - no.
079. Drank bubbles - how on earth do you drink bubbles???
080. Lost glasses/contacts - i don't wear specs. not outside my home, anyway. HAHA.
081. Ran Away From Home - i'm not independent enough to live on my own, lah.
082. Broken a bone - uhh. nope, i don't think so. but i've plenty of sprains to go around.
083. Got an X-ray - read my entry in march i think, about x rays and being naked in public =l
084. Broken Someone's Heart - i don't know, and i hope not. ha.
086. Turned Someone Down - sorta.
087. Cried When Someone Died - i don't really remember anyone i was close to passing away. except my dog. i cried for days and was depressed for weeks when my dog passed away. :'(
088. Cried at school - i think so, in primary school.
Do You Believe In
089. God - yes. i try to hold that belief tho lately its slipping away and i wonder where He is.
090. Miracles - yes, totally
091. Love at first sight - i'm not sure if i do
093. Aliens - maybe
094. Magic - yes. it does exist, people. i believe in curses too. *flashback* =/
095. Heaven - i'd like to believe there's a final, happy resting place. one where souls float around on clouds and there's sunlight and smiles all day long :):):) but i'd like to be reincarnated as human again, too :) i love the bad, bad world too much :)
096. Santa Claus - used to. i used to wonder how santa claus was going to give me my xmas presents (since i've always lived in a hdb flat, chimney much?) and i used to think he'd pass the presents thru the window grille.
and once my mom told me santa will come up through the rubbish chute. WOW. (he'd really deserve the milk and cookies for that stinky effort)
097. Sex on the first date - NEVER
097. Kissing on the first date- i'd like to take it slow :)
099. Angels - yes, i believe there're angels in everyone's life.
Answer Truthfully
100. Is There someone You Want To be with right now? - YES. I MISS YOU, BABE. :(
--Here is the deal:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.
And there you have it...
01 How does the world see me? I'M ON MY WAY.
02 Will I have a happy life? 晚來的愛情 (love that's come late). HMM.
03 What do my friends really think of me? HOME.
04 Do people secretly lust after me? HEAR ME. -.-lll
05 How can you be happy? BA BUMP. -.-lll so wrong. gawd. HAHA.
06 What should I do with my life? FEEL IT.
07 Why must life be so full of pain? I'M WITH YOU. hmm. love isn't without pain, yes?
08 Will I ever have children? HAPPY FACE. oo. cute, happy kids? :)
09 Will I die happy? MR. TELEPHONE. what???...
10 What is some good advice for me? 寻找 (search). uhhuh.
11 What is happiness? ANYTHING BUT ORDINARY.
12 What's my favourite fetish? INVISIBLE. rightttt.
13 How will I be remembered? REMEMBER THE MAGIC. wow. haha "remember". lol
14 What is your love life like? WHERE IS YOUR HEART. hais
15 What's your life motto? FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE.
16 What do your parents think of you? GET MINE, GET YOURS. really meh. *sniff* how sad. haha.
17 What's your favourite hobby? WHEN YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME.
18 What does your best friend really think of you? 從開始到現在 (from the beginning til now).
19 What's the worst thing about you? FAIRY GODMOTHER SONG. HAHAHAHAHAHA
20 Describe your mind. IT'S RAINING. uhhhuh.
21 How will you die? DANGEROUSLY IN LOVE. aww. :)
22 How does your crush feel about you? WHEN YOU TOUCH ME.
23 What is your wedding going to be like? 所謂的朋友 (what we call friends). HMM.
24 What about your honeymoon? FUNKYTOWN. oooo
25 Describe the last day of your life. AUDIO DELITE AT LOW FIDELITY. UHH. hope not. hur.
26 Why does life suck? CALIFORNIA.
27 Why does life rule? UNWANTED.
28 What will you be famous for? HIPS DON'T LIE. thank you. i already know i have a big ass. HUR :D
29 What's the craziest thing you'll ever do? KNOCKING ON HEAVEN'S DOOR. hmm.
30 Will you achieve your goals? GONE GOING. i take it as a good omen that i've already got it going. :D
31 What will your future job be like? TOUCH. OMGGGGG NOOOOOO IIIIII WILLLL NOOOOT BE A HOOKEERRRRRR!!!! :( argh. :) or it could mean i'll be a tai tai. HEE
32 Your party life? TELL ME, TELL ME... BABY. uhhhuh.
33 Overall, will you be happy? COMPLICATED.
34 Or will you just deal with it? SMOOTH. :D:D:D:D
Name twenty people you can think of right now.
Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
- LAURA
- JEWEL
- GRACE
- MARTIN
- SIOK HOON
- CAROL TEO
- AMANDA
- CHERYL
- JO-ANN
- CLARICE
- JOAN
- MATTHEW
- EOIN
- ANJANA
- HABEZ
- CINDY
- SARA
- ESTHER
- JIAQI
- LEONARD
How did you meet #14(anjana)? she was the first friend i made in nyp. haha :)
What would you do if you didn't meet #1(laura)? i'll die in poly? haha. saddening.
What if #9 (jo-ann) and #20(leonard) dated? well, both are fair-skinned. it wouldn't hurt. HURHUR :D
Would #6 (carol teo) and #17 (sara) make a good couple? uhh.i think they're both straight. and with prospective/current bfs. hahaha
Describe #3 (grace). caring, creative, tall, in cjc. and i miss her lots. :(
#8 (cheryl) attractive? yeah! :) cute baby princess! haha :D
Describe #7 (amanda). i don't know her that well..but from what i garner she's a sensitive and sweet girl who's seen her fair share in life. and giant kudos to you for making it through all the shit in your life, manda. :)
Know of any #12 (matthew) family members? uhh. ive seen his bro's ezlink card. hahahah
What would you do if #18 (esther) confesses to you that he likes you? YAY! MY MEI DOESNT HATE ME! :)
What language does #15 (habez) speak? english (very well), malay, and oh! he does accents. hahaha
Who is #9 (jo-ann) going out with? well, i always see her with cheryl. ARE YOU TAKEN YET JO-ANN???
How old is #16 (cindy)? 16! december baby, right? haha :)
When is the last time you spoke to #13 (eoin)? jus now after the marketing paper. we were saying how much we were going to fail. YAY.
Who is #2's (jewel) favourite band/singer? ADRIANO! haha
Would you ever date #4 (martin)? i swear i dint see the qns earlier. haha. i'm dating him now. yay. :):)
Would you ever date #1 (laura)? if i were les, maybe. THEN AGAIN, NO. :D
Is #19 (jiaqi) single? last i checked, yeah.
What's #10's (clarice) last name? leong
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 (joan)? im already in one! she's my beloved hamster and i'm her WONDERFUL owner! HEEEE
School of #3 (grace)? cjc
Where does #6 (carol teo) live? sengkang
What's your fave thing about #5 (siok hoon)? she's a great fren/daughter. fun to talk to and all, miss the good times. haha. i miss u lots lor.
Have you seen #2(jewel) naked? ERR. NO. and i don't desire to see anything, thanks. haha.
Okay, here's five UNLUCKY people to do this survey, it's kinda fun actually!
1. laura tan
2. iffah
3. cindy
4. clarice
5. eoin
clarice/agnes - its on 1st sep, i think. u guys gg back? i'm not sure leh heehee,gotta see if im workin :D anjana - yeah i did it. look, so many celebrities look like porcelain me! =.= haha zaf/manda - yeah click was sad. i cried during those parts too, it just hit home and made me realize i should treasure family. :) laura - i want chicken rice too! sjcsjcsjc sara - sweet young love? hmm. well love is sweet no matter what stage its at, to me anyway. :) cindy - kel stalked u?? hohoho! :D
Friday, August 18, 2006 ( 9:16 PM )
went out with martin today.
went to ps to catch click,
which is a really good movie, funny and sad at the same time,
and i cried at the part where he died under the rain on the road...
haha.
after the movie we went to hougang mall
where we took neoprints and
had dinner at cafe cartel.
honestly, it's such a cute place to work at lah.
aside from the nice food, furniture and all that,
plus the wacky employees.
hahaha
but i was kinda quiet, cos i was tired, and i wanted nothing more than a bed to collapse into and catch some zzZZzzZZzz's, which made it kinda awkward for me.
anw, at cartel,
i ordered some philadelphia cheese steak thing, which i didn't know was actually a burger, hoho,
a burger the size of five times my fist size (HURHUR). biggest burger i've seen lah.
and he ordered bbq pork ribs that were the length of my arm. (OMG) (shucks, forgot to take photo, darn. haha)
and i was damn FULL after the burger,
(and i havent touched my fries yet)
AND he'd also ordered potato wedges and bread and butter.
what an appetite. hahas. :)
anw, thanks for the day out, m.
had lotsa fun suaning you.
haha :)
it's always just great walking with you, holding your hand,
talking to you,
making fun of the people who walk by,
lying on your shoulder. :)
in love.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006 ( 2:38 PM )
happy 4th month, dear.
love you muchos. :)
don't laugh at me now, but i'm watching barbie diaries.
hurhur.
it's actually a pretty sweet chick flick, minus the super lame storyline and the predictable characters. i like the soundtrack. HURHUR.
and the guy who gets barbie in the end is so cute. HURHUR he's like mr. dream guy lah.
funny, lame, cute, supportive. HUR. =D
HAHAHA :)
Monday, August 14, 2006 ( 9:47 PM )
http://www.myheritage.com/FP/photo.php?siteID=1&photoID=1028454&source=album&sourceID=118187&albumID=118187
they look like me?
ha!
now, if only i had half the money any one of these women had.
hurhur. XD
Saturday, August 12, 2006 ( 10:51 PM )
went to watch fireworks today.
only thing is,
i didn't get to see any bloody fireworks.
my dad drove there,
and chose to take the route through some ulu road, and we ended jamming there for a good 15 minutes,
during which the fireworks CAME AND WENT.
ARGH.
oh well. i'll watch the fireworks next year.
*waits in anticipation*
i was watching this korean drama the other day,
when one girl was telling the lead actress how much she was in love;
"i never believed in love
but the moment i opened up to it,
i fell in love.
believe me, it comes naturally."
or something along those lines.
is it possible for someone to be in love with the prospect of being in love?
i'm a skeptic, so forgive me when i ask these nonsensical questions in the name of cynicism.
i flinch even while reading about couples who call each other honeybuns, angel, sweetie pie, even darling and baby and dear kinda put me off before. I was saying to sara and cindy and laura yesterday how i wasn't an ardent fan of pet names.
i broke my own code by using it.
was i nuts?
was i crazy?
i've always cringed at it.
BUT
when I use such terms...
and i use it without flinching
and i'm actually happy that i used it
and i'm smiling to myself as i slip the monikers into my sms...
you know i've sunk into this as well.
possibly deep.
hur.
as i'm writing this the skeptic in me is going,
ARE YOU NUTS? YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING!!
but then it all swirls around me,
envelopes me,
holds me like he does,
and I KNOW THAT I KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING.
:)
the crazy things people do
when they're in love.
Monday, August 07, 2006 ( 11:24 PM )
yes, it's time for another emo entry.
listening to michael buble's how can you mend a broken heart. and home. i'm about to cry, these songs are so sad. i love these songs, seriously.
i love michael buble.
i dont know why, but all i've been listening to nowadays are slow songs. i'm beginning to love jazz, though previously i swore off it, thinking that only old dusty people listen to jazz.
and fast tracks begin to annoy me.
omg. is this the onset of age???
haha. like seriously, i'm only 17, but i honestly feel so old. and i'm sure many others feel the same way, where you feel like you've gone through so much emotionally, so much that you feel so much older compared to others of the same age.
do any of you feel that way too?
i miss my bf. i havent seen him in two weeks.
i dunno lah. i'm a bundle of emotions right now. i'm fed up, that my presentation was so incredibly sucky and that i didnt spot the loopholes earlier; angry, that some people didn't do work, didn't show up, but will probably get the same results; sad, that my semester was not at all fruitful as i'd hoped it to be; nostalgic, missing those happy and relatively carefree secondary school days; and happy, that the long semester is FINALLY over.
today's presentation was horrid. ours was like so short lah. and while we (me and syaz, ahem) put so much effort into it, it was obviously ruined by the disgusting presentation and the ridiculously nonsensical questions ha shot at us.
everything went wrong for me for ha's presentation.
and my index number is so fucking cursed. i keep getting the pleasure of working with her. and it's my ABSOLUTE PLEASURE.
goodness. i'm totally suay lah.
And I feel just like
I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
i love michael buble. :)
am i the only one who sees it?
Wednesday, August 02, 2006 ( 6:04 PM )
i realise that all my recent entries have been pretty emo-lish, some way or the other. i push the blame on the stress that the mountain of icas has bestowed upon us.
but after kannan's presentation and seah's test today, i feel as if half the world has been taken off my shoulders.
and tomorrow at 4 o'clock, the other half of the world still burdening my shoulder will dissolve and vanish into thin air.
there's still azhar's storyboarding to finish on and present by monday.
but so what!
after tomorrow the stress of IT ALL WILL BE LIFTED FROM MY WEARY SHOULDERS!
HOOHAA! X)
i need to get a job. seriously.
anyone out there with an easy-can-sit-back-and-relax type of job that pays supreeeemely well?
YOU DO, RIGHT?
tell me. tag me.
prospective jobs:
1) metro.
yes, i can't believe i am actually excited at the possibility of working at METRO.
of all places. hurhur.
i'm so not desperate for cash lor.
2) receptionist at my brother's friend's mom's sister's company.
if anything, experience has taught me that God did not build me for the following:
- CUSTOMER SERVICE : i would be charged for murder, honestly. i have thin patience when it comes to people demanding this and that.after 2 hours at sentosa's training course, i came across this life changing discovery, that serving people is so not the way to go for me.
- DESK JOBS : oh, the sorrow of a cramped ass.8 hours straight of sitting and typing or making calls ... it's way more than enough to make you hallucinate seeing evil mounds of paper grinning back at you while you're on your toilet break.
so the receptionist and metro jobs aren't exactly my ideal jobs, per se.
hohoho.
i want to get a writing job!
where i can sit on my fat ass at home all day and type type type out beaaaauuutiful stories and make them come to life.
but not what we've been learning in scriptwriting though,
author-ish stuff.
heh.
*daydreams*
BUT SNAP BACK TO REALITY!
ooo. i want the holidays to arrive right nowwww so that i can earn some dough!
STUFF I NEED (or just want) TO BUY:
- pink, black, white office shirt
- proper fitting grey, black office skirts (ones that don't run 720 degrees around your waist)
- more slippers (hur. WITH STUPID backstraps. arghs. i hate backstraps. i'm like so lazy to buckle the strap in the morning when i'm rushing for school lor. why must we wear backstraps!!! @&^&#. i much prefer a pair of slip-ons. no fuss, jus slide them feet in derrr and move along your merry way. heh.)
- i suddenly want a GREEEEEEEN shirt. and a yellow one and a red one. it surprises me on hindsight how monotonous my wardrobe is with all the black shirts i have.
- AND OOO more skirts. i don't know why, but i think those white skirts with black floral-ish prints are just lovely and so feminine. yum.
and i want to dye my hair again. i'm sick of red lor.
i want to dye my hair brown! :)
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