is to love and be loved.
Sunday, July 02, 2006 ( 11:58 PM )
ok, this is my third post today. im trying to do my work but i keep getting sidetracked.
i have stuff to say after reading everyone's blogs.
to HIM:
you know you're hated when an entire class revolts against you. even me.
im sure everyone knows who i'm talking about.
i feel sorry for you, from the deepest crevasse within my heart. because talking to you, i know you're a nice person.
but it's just how you present yourself when you do the things you do. it's how you ask people for academically-related favours, and how you pass them off as your own.
whether or not you actually have valid reasons, rethink your course of action.
if u actually read this, i hope you change.
as a friend, i'm TELLING you to change.
before it all collapses and kills you and before you know it, the world wasn't the way it had seemed to you before.
and that will destroy you.
im not just trying to be nice here. but honestly, as classmates and sort of competitors we should spur each other to do your best.
and you aren't.
perhaps you don't realize it. but its high time you should.
break out of your naive little bubble.
i'm sorry if i sound mean. but frankly, it's for your own good.
perhaps i'm one of the few people (or only one, for that matter) who STILL believes that you aren't all that evil.
but circumstances are causing me to see things from a different angle,
and i've almost completely lost that belief.
...
i feel so guilty for
BITCHING about ppl
ABUSING trust
LOSING contact
GOING too far
MAKING my siblings and parents cry
NOT LIVING up to my potential
and
NOT BEING the best person i could be.